I watched a bunch of Samantha Lux videos today just out of curiosity, and they ended up making me feel quite sad. It's crazy that a person can suffer from dismorphia to such an extent that they would go through multiple, painful surgeries and procedures just to try to feel normal. And even after all that to still feel unhappy and to want to go back for more. Despite having bottom surgeries, breast surgeries, his adam's apple removed, electrolysis and god knows what else he still isn't satisfied. He's still unhappy with his hips and wants facial feminization surgeries. After that, then what will it be? How much money will he end up spending? How much physical pain will he go through? How many health complications will he endure? It just seems like a black hole of never-ending suffering.
The worst video was where he looked back at old photos from before his transition when he was in high school. It broke my heart! He was honestly a really cute guy. He even said something along those lines, ie- "I was actually pretty cute!"
I genuinely feel terrible for him and anyone else who wastes their life and destroys their body trying to be someone else 😢