But then when you try and check you can’t find any proof, so you just feel guilty.
Because it’s very likely you’re just judging someone because they have a deep voice or masculine features. Maybe the lighting, angle or makeup they’re wearing is just unflattering.
So you feel bad, even though you just can’t shake the thought that something is off.
Then sometimes it also feels racist. Like I’m white. So maybe it’s just an internal bias I’m not aware of.
But now that I’ve been peaked for awhile it’s just so hard to ignore.
I saw a video again recently of the A cappella group Citizen Queen performing various girl group hits from like the 40s til now. Like I said I’d seen it before. Before I peaked. Watching it now all I could notice was that I think one member of the group is a TIM.
There’s a YouTuber who talks about cults and stuff (called Fundie Friday’s) I can’t stand to watch now cause I think they’re a TIM.
And if they are, like I’m not thrilled obviously. But I think they should at least be honest about it.
Anyway I don’t really know what the point of this rambling is.
I guess that I feel guilty being suspicious of people, but can’t ignore my gut at the same time?
Does anyone else do this!?