After a whole year of weekly therapy I asked a woman out and it feels so wholesome, natural, and thrilling in the best way!
I self-traumatised myself with sex with men, using it as a means of self harm and pushing myself towards it due to FOMO. A year ago I was in an extremely low place and went to therapy: a lot of it was devoted to sexuality. It's been a tough journey, but I'm now stronger than ever, ready to pursue the future I want.
Last week a friend introduced me to his friend and I met a charming, brilliant woman. She's worth putting myself out there and risking rejection, so i asked her out and I'm so stressed now waiting for an answer.
It's a huge milestone and I'm not ready to share it with anyone in real life (yet) so I'm sharing it with you :)