Authoritarianism idk

I’m lefty myself but I’ve also noticed a lot of far leftists are basically losers at the bottom of society who are pissed at society for seeing them as losers and this turns into massive resentment/punishment

Yeah I'm from the left as well (though like many here I'm feeling pretty homeless at the moment). I seriously hate to generalize, but I agree with your assessment. The thing that drives me crazy is that there are real systemic problems out there that would benefit from a leftist material analysis, and yet the left has fallen to our "stupid" wing.