This detrans male Youtuber named Ray Williams talking about why he originally transitioned MtF is basically a description of autogynephilia. He doesn't say the word outright, but at the end of the video dances around controversial "psychological theories." A sophisticated psyop couldn't do a better job at proving TERF rHeToRiC
https://youtu.be/GcSbYVpcb1M?si=PLA1SZmC5sXYpoZz
(ETA: It's been pointed out that he owns up to AGP specifically, in the comments after being questioned.)
Key points of his story:
- since a very young age up to today, he's had what he describes as "crossgender/crossdressing sensation-seeking, arousal experiences" (him getting aroused is brought up alottt)
- as a boy had fantasies about "being forced to turn into a girl"
- intense desire to wear women's clothing lead to him stealing his mother's clothes, at some point he was caught and forced to read bible verses
- as a teen was first exposed to the idea of trans through "pre-op transwoman porn" on the internet
- always felt shame and guilt around these desires/experiences and tried to repress them
- would indulge in private, with some partners knowing, until he came out as a "crossdresser" in his 20s
- is turned on by feminine males or female bodies with a penis, also attracted to women as he's had girlfriends and now a wife
- after his therapist brought up Caitlyn Jenner's transition, he started doing his own research and specifically mentions "trans reddit"
- saw that compared to crossdressers, transwomen were validated and socially supported
- claimed a "nonbinary transfeminine" identity for 8 years before detransitioning due to health effects of hrt
- during that time says he lived a great life, got married and built a successful career in tech
I respect his openness to pretty much admit his transition came down to chasing a fetish. But a glaring omission is any acknowledgement of the societal impacts and harm this trend is having on anyone and everyone else.
I wish she would sue all these scrotes into poverty.