12
The way she carries herself is so graceful and poised. She's quiet and timid but takes care to warmly acknowledge anyone who talks to her in these big, nonverbal ways. She seems to operate within this gentle, patient pace compared to the rest of the world. She gives full, attentive eye contact in conversation but seems to sometimes get anxious and looks away. She makes a polite social presence with our other colleagues but doesn't seem to stick around long before disappearing to the solitude of her office.
I like can't stop thinking about her sometimes. I don't even know if she likes women and I haven't talked to her in depth. I felt this nervous exchange between the two of us once and we both sort of nervously laughed and then I became concerned that she felt nervous in the sense that I may have made her uncomfortable so I hid in my office for five weeks. đź’€
She was out of my mind then, until the internet went down at work and those of us in my department there that day—her included—decided to go on a walk together. And then she asked me about this plant and I panicked and said something brief, and I think I registered as disinterested in her question.
I don't like this. I feel like I'm on a see-saw. I'll spend days thinking about her and secretly hoping to briefly encounter each other and then days deciding it's unlikely she likes women and worrying that I'm somehow creeping her out.
Encourage him to get bottom surgery because I don't want this guy reproducing
Lmao, and no trips to the sperm bank to “save anything” beforehand.
“Do not pass go, do not collect $200” just chop chop!