I lost my second cat in 6 weeks today. I am very introverted and have no real friends. My cats are my family, as I have no family. They were my constant companions, as I am home a lot. I lost my dearest boy 6 weeks ago and my little girl today, after 19 years. I sat outside today with her laying on my chest in the sun. She was the sweetest little girl--a beautiful tortoiseshell. They were 5 years apart. I never thought they'd pass so close together. It is too much to bear. I don't know how to deal. I want to rush out and get another cat now to make the pain go away. It hurts so much I fear I have broken-hearted syndrome. I don't know how to cope. I miss my babies so much; I can't stop crying. Worse yet, I have one more cat that is 19, and is not doing great either. And, I think I am freaking him out.