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How do you cope with finding out about things that you wish you hadn't?
There has been several posts about that Roberts pervert with demented fantasies and an OnlyFans, and I've read them all. I really wish I hadn't.
I made the mistake of looking at the subreddit that he had been posting on, and I can't stop thinking about it now.
I saw things that I cannot unsee, and I don't know if it's related to OCD but the "vore" stuff keeps popping into my head. This is probably a really stupid post, but I am struggling and good god, I've never seen anything so disgusting, I had no idea that that was a thing. How can a person be so sick in the head?? What is wrong with people?? How many people like that are out in the world?
What is WRONG with people?!
I wish I could bleach my brain, I wish I could unlearn these things. I feel so stupid for this. I just don't understand how someone could be so sick.
I’m just…so done. With all of them. They’re using women’s words and mimicking us. Like a terrifying parrot, they pantomime what we do and say as the world tries to erode our rights and they yank the pieces apart.
They can take the costume off. I can’t change my body and genes. I want to smack them until they gain some perspective.
To be completely fair, not all of them can easily take the costume off. Some of the medicalized ones may have gone too far in their transition to pass as their actual sex again.
However, none of these laws or policies would actually require them to "live as" their birth sex, whatever that means to them. A woman who has been on testosterone for 10 years, passes as male, and uses "he" pronouns with friends and family can still do that. No one is stopping her. The only change is that she can't demand that all of her documents reflect her sex as male.